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when was the last i updated you my blog? i couldn't remember... hahaha i've got nothing to write on my blog.. sorry dears (like anyone reads my blog, hahaha just kidding guys [but i'm serious, not many reads my blog right?]) with that in mind, i don't write much here... but on special request, i'll keep updated... but with what? no idea...

so let's just start with today...
the start of today was... a little unspirited.. but i got up anyway (i really still wanted to sleep). i dreamt about what today would be like.. it was quite awesome dream.. hmm

well short story, i'm on my way and off to school with dad... i arrived at school and shook hands with bu derit... just as i was about to leave the lobby, i saw her car coming (i am pretty sure it's her car... hers is the only jazz with f plate).. well i walked my way to class, and at the junction (that's what bu imar calls it) i saw her with olien! (i think it was olien... i don't remember too well)... then i looked at the lobby and saw her car just left (am definite it's her car)... i was bewildered! i saw she has an expression of confusion too, maybe from looking at what i did... baah

after that it was morning exercise and it was poco poco! hahaha i used to have lots of cool moves for the poco poco when i was grade 7, but i forgot all of them, ah well... it was nice... i was wearing shirt on my own, other's wear t-shirts... hahaha i had a little confidence problem... oh ya one of them is because today is friday the 13th! which many believed brings bad luck!! seriously scared since i am kinda superstitious... ah whatever...

hehehe she looks more beautiful today... i wonder why? maybe her style, hahaha :D

kept singing bad day , this song really sticks to me... lol...

what else was memorable? ah yes..

i met her at lunch... went to our spot, i always love being with her, like i can forget all my troubles.

(this is true, 29th may, after ehb was over... our relationship at that time was on the brink of break up. she doesn't love me anymore at that time, so i asked her to come somewhere and talk about it. at first we talked about that... she can't answer so i gave her time to answer... then i asked other stuff and we chatted. i am serious, when we were chatting, i forgot that she doesn't love me and our relationship was in pieces... it was great :D, one of the reasons i love her)

lots of kids found out our spot... man.... hahaha that's fine... we only had 30 minutes (25 actually)... we did the usual...

(yes the usual. and while i am at it i want to share about us. you know up to now, we've been just the two of us about 7 times [today was the seventh if i'm not mistaken]
recount
first time, 30 april if i'm not mistaken... sat 1 meter apart, discuss a problem about her friend
second time, 29th may... sat 30 cm apart , relationship problem
third time, forgot the date... sat 15 cm apart,
fourth time, sometime between september... 16 september? sat side by side.. my arm was around her.. when i got down, i felt like flying [the first time i laid ma arm around a girl]
fifth time, 16 october, the first time i held her hand, hugged her, she hugged me back, pinched my cheeks, played with my hand, and i kissed her cheek... my, i felt so great...
sixth time, 30 october, just like 16 october, but she didn't hug back or pinch my cheeks
seventh time, 13th november, like 30 october, but the goodbye is a little more... :D]

the rest of the day, is not very special...

oh ya, i'm so sorry i made you late

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oke mari kita tutup post ini dengan sebuah love quote

"Love is not blind - It sees more and not less,but because it sees more it is willing to see less"

Will Moss

make that two love quotes :D

The greatest thing you'll ever learn
Is to love and be loved in return.
~ From "Unforgettable with Love" by Natalie Cole

sick!

heheheheh, these last 3 days are quite sick!

first day of new term

its 22nd of july, and we are fresh on starting our new term. everyone seems to be on high spirits. well me too. after 4 weeks of house "imprisonment" i'm dying to meet my friends. hahaha.
i was nearly late, and my mouth smells of medicine (major self confidence problem). well i had to get going anyway. corridor's crowded, slammed my bag down (9kgs of pure science, LOL, what i meant was 9kgs of pure science textbooks and workbooks)
i met dhika, he told me he spent the holiday with a nearly broken neck (OMG), says anin stepped on it. nice luck (kidding!) well udah bell, so i went with dhika to the amphi.. ah there she goes... :) finally. ah she's prettier than usual.. maybe cause i miss her much :D.. so we took our seats, and after much confusion, everybody was seated. not much change in others, except calvin who grew his hair longer (but not too long). we begun chatting and laughing and joking. man it felt good! just laughing your sleeves off! well after that, we were escorted to our new classroom, which was the classroom was farthest from the lobby (according to route taken). and then bu imar (surprisingly) lets us chat the whole 30 minutes! whew, it was a bit awkward at first. but then, me and dira was called to help the 7th learn the march and yell of SPI. dira just took me in without asking my opinion, so i had to! nothing much was worth telling. when we got back to class, it was nearly break time.... time really flies. break (fetching bottles), after break ( a whole lot of laughing), lunch (eat, laugh, kick), after lunch (a whole, whole lot of laughing) and we're already home!

3159 (31st May 2009)

whew! ain't anything special bout today.. the only thing memorable is that i burnt my finger!!! waaaaaugh!!!!!

turnaround

its 12.23 pm

i haven't had my lunch...
i used to love weekends, it means a little more freedom and a full gaming day... then after she came along... i hate weekends then.... i'd really, really miss her. but some weird and crazy thing blew into my life and there's nothing more i wanted to do than stay home. but now.... i'm free of exams.... this is the weekend.... and i hate it. again.... why? not just because it bores me